||[Mar. 15th, 2004|04:51 pm]
hmmmmm. I feel really confused at the moment, i have work to do but if im perfectly honest i really dont know what im doing. Its a horrible feeling and i really cant wait until the day when i dont have to worry about academic work anymore. It just feels like too much. I feel really lost as well, i don't have a clue what i'm going to do with my future and it's only just hit me how serious this is. I feel like a big fat failure at the moment and i can't see myself ever being successful at anything. I guess i'm just having one of those days..........